Do you hear me God?
Sunday, April 25, 2010
I realized as I was talking to Natalie today that my prayer life is a little angry lately. It is sarcastic, demanding, frustrated and sometimes non-existent. I don't blame God for what is going on in my life. But I do realize that I blame Him for standing on the sidelines. I wonder if there is a difference, why there is a difference between my working for peace in my life by finding Him within me or if I can ask Him to interject directly. Is He in or out? Both? Does the Spirit within me work with the Lord above? I think I feel disconnected from both right now. I don't know what I'm doing in the middle of the street, but I'm staring at God on the sidewalk.